they made me do it

well i have been going across the web looking for sweepstakes that are points that you use to buy stuff...plus instant wins... this one wanted me to tell you about it so much it even had the http copied with a checkmark... so, i recommend it, or i wouldnt be trying to get more swagbucks by doing this...good luck, and you are welcome.

great reason to blog

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well well well. where to begin?
i know--incubus concert on friday september 16,2011 @ verizon wireless ampitheater in Charlotte...
i got hooked up by matt @ alan from 100.3 and i am forever indebted, cos i didnt think it was ever going to happen. getting tickets that is...
took my 12 year old daughter, Mai, to her first concert ever...crazy cool...so we are in line forever and a day hearing ==="welcome to verizon wireless amphitheater where tonight we present incubus and young the giant-after a very long list of what bands are coming and where it finished with--as always be cool, be courteous, and be careful...it was on loop so mai and i were messing with one another over it...
so in we go...ready with water, food, and blanket for the lawn..as we are walking on the lawn, an employee looked at our ticket and gave us seats right in front of the lawn..which was cool...so then we decided to check out memorabilia and such when we saw the www.incubushq.com tent...
there was a super chill guy setting up a live stream of the concert..but b4 that he was interviewing and talking to fans on tv...so mai and i were first(of course)and we answered some questions and showed my tattoos...he gave us pit passes...how flippin lucky was that...i had to go back to the tent to give my sister k & her kids hello from the concert(cos she was on incubus headquarters watching it...super cool..
so mai is giddy of course, i got upset that the ushers used a sharpie to x out the ticket...they said our armband was out ticket now..well it happens..


first young the giant..they were chill...i hadn't heard of them until before the concert, wait yea i heard one single...but i must say this, i love bands that have the enthusiasm and just send it out onto the crowd...good music good times...
then we went to walk around again but when we got back it had,what you would say three rows, away from the stage in the pit...super mother protective...but the lights went out and out came incubus...
all i kept saying was can u see? can you see? a little bit or yeah or no where her answers every 10 minutes when i asked her...started with megalomaniac..it was cute cos whenever any song started she was like which one is this? and I'm like i don't know(don't know the new album except for promises, promises and adolescents..i had to let her know they are known for just making some music as a different intro...
the pit was not aggressive at all...until certain shade of green came on...now that is my all time favorite song...i think i may have started the moshing...but i will not admit to it...tho on youtube, that part of the pit was the only one moving...lol
it was amazing, beyond words...

this is my 5th incubus concert...the members-brandon is lead, ben is on bass, mike on guitar, kilmore the dj, and jose the drummer...they should feel honored...they are tied with nine inch nails shows...and 18 years ago that would not have even be fathomed...
i am attaching some pics from my phone, mai has good ones on her phone and have yet to transfer the camera ones, but i will update it..
this is not really a review because for incubus they can do no wrong...well-if they didn't show up then they could do wrong..
thanks for stopping in...I'm going to try and keep up with this...i really want to blog about music...i dig it quite a bit...
the "books" i write are for children...tho i get to intricate for little kids...
maybe if i learned to use capital letters, punctuation and less ellipses, then i would be taken somewhat seriously...
i don't think the use of my name is hel, what else would you expect, hasn't worked out that well for me...

phewy

i read an article (not an aritcle per say) that talked about people apologizing for not writing in a period of time...thinking they were so important that people are really giving a crap,just ourselves..unless you have perpetual followers...so i wont apologize...well i am trying to get back onto the circuit again...
i miss music...
i miss shows...
i miss writing about them/interviewing them..
so good juju my way por favor...

ok thus begins again

well i have to take a moment to give props to my trent for his& atticus' oscar last night..
but then again ill do me first...just been blah lately...stay in my cocoon of a home...realistically cos every time i go out, thats gas, thats putting peanut in and out the car...have 121 dum dums in case of charleycastrophe in a store...but all in all its id rather be home...
so i thought my anemia was acting up so i went to the doctor, well more for my sinus infection but i said i need blood drawn cos i think my anemia is acting up...tho my headshrinker also had wanted this done, but this was prior to my acceptance again of medicaid...so they call today and say everything is fine...i am blessed...so just knowing that should be a happy thing...but now i realize that it has to be psychosematic or some shit...
that suks...
so today i am going to make a conscuious effort to stay awake the remainder of the day...
sounds easy? not from me anyways...
i should also finally catch up on my kids journals that i have been makiing since peanut was b4 the womb and i started one for mai, two xmas past cos i didnt make one for her as bad ass, so why not one of her beautifill preteen years...
nice...
ok so im off this machine now...
thanks for reading..

random crappity crap crap

holy crap shit, it has been too long...but once im on this electric god, it is mostly to do frontierville, cos im a dork like that...i am hoping that once ziggys reopens that i will be able to start interviewing again..but that is just a wish...saw stretch in the market the other day, and he tried diverting himself so much as not to be seen...come on man, you are like 8 feet tall with 6 feet blond dreads...whatever...its not like i was going to talk to him or anything...the only one of importance is jay...
what else??? well i have been insane ever since my mom biffed it and broke her knee, wrist and hip...she was in a rehab/nursing home til yesterday...all she did was bitch bitch bitch about that place...and now she calls me saying it was a big mistake to go home and i need to go more than three times a week...
that is fine and all cos mai is in skool 5 times a week and chuck is off at work or whatever, but im like, huh??? am i a physical therapist? can i administer drugs without stealing the good ones...lol...
i dunno...i mean yesterday after i dropped her and mai off at home and peanut and i got home, we took a nap...when we woke up i was in the best mood ever...i think it was my body and brain both saying you dont have to ride up and down westchester in high point to visit and do errands for tia and then going to my moms rehab to do the same...
my mom has this beautiful saying that i feel like hitting her when she says it...a son is your son til he finds a wife, a daughter is yours for the rest of your life...ok, no...i already have back up elderly plans if goodness forbid chuck is not around anymore...k&i will grow old and bitch and take care of one another in our house, until the city kicks us out for too many ferrets and lizards and such...and then in the nursing home we will steal the other ol ladies pills and trade...
i mean i say this all in jest but i am like ugh and foo...i do not know...i really do not know...
and i have NOT EVEN WATCHED DONNIE DARKO THIS YEAR...what is happening to me??? what kind of october is it?? havent even listened to late october by matt keating...well i was more waiting on cooler weather cos it is not the same when it was hot...so now i will sing it in my head...
and tomorrow, is halloween...mai is going to be a mad hatter and peanut phineas monkey is going to be a cowboy..he has the cutest boots and hat ever!!! mai's costume is bad ass but i spent a pretty penny at the store who fired me...well it was not the store, nor the rest of the employees just a sexist, tattoo hating, latina hating man who narced on me for missing days...and i never worked with the fukr...but such is life..everything happens for some reason that i will never know...
and i will post some pics that i already have on facebook but fuk it, this is my world, this is mine, this is my world, this is ALL mine...thank you filter for that last line...

moms disaster

well this weekend my mom biffed it down two stairs, or i may say up two stairs..broke her wrist, hip and knee...fabulous huh? surgery was yesterday and went splendidly...
unfortunately, since they do not consider tia to be an able body to watch her, physical therapy will have to be done in a nursing home...so just about 10 weeks out of commission...
but here lies my problem, well not problem, but something for which i seek a solution...
tia is 88 and she is my grandma's sister...she lives with my mom cos she used to live with her daughter but she passed away from leukemia years back...she tried staying with claras husband and he had no problem..tho then came the new wife...she had no problem either but tia did...
hence the move up here...
now tia is alone and i make sure to visit her every time i go up to see my mom...she has her independence with cooking cleaning and the whole 9...but she is 88...now my mom leant her van to some chick who had to take tia to her doc appt, and promised she would visit tia at least 3 times a day...yeah she took her to her appt on monday..hasnt been there since...so my mom is recalling van rights so that i may drive back and forth without worry of breaking my mother in laws car...good cos i said that shit from the get go that the woman was not going to do such a thing...
i call tia constantly, i mean she is the only link to my grandma besides my mom...i was a teenage bitch to my grandma and wish i could take it back...so i am compensating with tia...but i love this woman...
it pains me that they told her to go to a home in miami...her grandkids visited once in 5 years and it was only cos she was going from jersey to florida and she could stop in nc...but her grandson? never...and this boy is balling with money...
wtf does hel do??? i can send mai for the weekend but mai traps herself in my moms bedroom playing games and watching tv...how many 11 year olds want to watch over an older person? not me when i was her age...i mean peanut is a completely different gig...he is a baby...and tia is an independent woman who is just to high in age to drive herself to med appts, or pick up meds(mind you she is in very good health, just meds for i guess her heart, but that keeps it in check)or even go to the dang supermarket...
how can people be like that? well i am more content and have more respect for my oldest brother cos he lives very close, and he is calling tia too, but he has stepped up with mom big time..last time last year when my mom had her knee operated on(yes same knee broken..my mom said she went through all that work last year for nothing)anyhow, he was there but not but his wifes family was in a mess as far as people passing away and him missing so much skool(he is a teacher)...but none the less he has stepped on up...in my moms case which is at least one thing off my back...
but dearest tia...
ugh

yesterday i got offered a job at the local gas house which is like a drive thru gas station with cigarettes,lighters, gum, blunt tubes...lol...lets see those hours...
ok, k you already know all this so if it is you then i am just tooo mad at that bitch who took my mom's van and promised the world but gave her shit...rights revoked...
ok thats it..

september already?

well it has been quite a bit...i have a few things to say...well more than a few things..
mai started the 6th grade, peanut turned one...time flippin flies...had a job at a chiropractic office which started out as a collections rep, then the doctor(if i can even call her that) gave me a four hour crash course on the system, and then said ok, its ur turn...ok by that point, all numbers looked chinese...so she was kinda ill that i did not catch on in those four flippin hours...so she said that i could be the "director of marketing" so i start giving ideas on how we can get people in, and her response was sounds great, but make the phone calls from the leads...wait, that sounds like telemarketing...
then thank the good Lord that the halloween store posted their ad on craigslist...worked there, i want to say like 3 years ago or so...they took me on without even saying a peep...we have a store at thruway which we have been setting up..then today we had a soft opening...not bad, i have to say...
plus we are yet to open the hanes mall locale, but being it is smaller, we are focusing on the big one...
but i have spent time over in hanes...not much, because it is just repetitive costumes and such from the other store being put in whatever spot they fit in...i hope i get to stay @ the thruway store, but they are considering me for a floater back and forth where they may need someone with"experience" this is only my second season...lol..
what else??? not much,well really a lot, but being i have been suffering from a horrid stomach bug since sunday i am clustered...i havent been able to hold down food for nothing...chuck was like take a pregnancy test, to which i replied, my tubes are cut, tied and burned...but regardless he was flippin until i reminded him my monthly friend was only a week ago...tmi? probably but since no one reads this anyway, this is whatever i want to write...
oh another exciting thing is that ziggys is reopening...i am hoping i can get in touch with jay so he can hook me up with some bands to interview...he never sold out like all the pr people from the record labels...lol...not really laughing more like weeping out loud...
well charley fell asleep on mai and i have to do the transference from her to the bedroom, without waking him...but he is definitely chuck and mine cos he sleeps like there is nothing else in the world...how i wish i could sleep like that...i do sleep deep but wake up like 100 times a night, thinking i am late for mai's skool...then if i take a nap b4 work, same shit, thinking i will be late...i have a bottle of tylenol p.m. but i dont like being stupid clustered in the morning...
ok
i
am
done
for
now...
late

well i have really nothing going on...peanut is sleeping, chuck is in the pot, and i am lying here...i keep refreshing craigslist and checking my email, waiting for the phone to ring, but alas, no...so i said let me go ahead and write..
ok, i am pissed cos this childrens home(which i sent an email)have not responded me...i asked to take mai and give some of charley's stuff...plus mai even agreed to give up some of the those rubber bands..and nothing...i got the same shit when i asked flat rock(her middle skool) to start a farm at the skool...i had filled out bunches of emails...but such is life...do they think i am crazy? i write very well, not here cos i dont give a shit about elipses and grammar, punctuation...this is hel being able to write which ever way i want..dammit!
what else? its about 2 but i did get all my chores done for the morning, then there is evening ones...but i cleaned the dog lot, set up recycling and put it on the curb...
OMG they are doing an amber alert for a 4 month old, stolen by his daddy...wow...i wish i had information regarding this abduction..i wish fukd up in the head to do shit like this or abuse --physcially, sexually should be, ugh i dont know cos only God can judge, but they are fukrs...
which reminds me yesterday i was downtown and there was a lady with a 1+ year old and like a 4 year old...lil boy running around without shoes in this dirty ass downtown building, but those things happen...but the boy took off and the sister went to get hiim, she shouted across the room, i got him mommie...as she walked back with her brother the mom looked at her and whispered you shout like that again i will slap your goshdarn face...not goshdarn...what do you do when that happens? stay there??? you know that 4 year old takes more care of that kid than the mom does...she didnt even blink when her baby took off...
well chuck is out of the pot and i dont wanna be on blogspot when he gets out...late

monday night

well not much happening here..mai is off at my mums and gets to go to a ranch tomorrow...i have just been busy seeking employment and taking care of my guys...and the wow wows too...what else? i had thought of blogging for a while now, and now i cant recall what it was..did nothing much today--went to the pharmacy, then later on wallyworld with charley and chuck..but chuck made the most delicious chicken legs ever..
oh i recall i actually had 2 beers tonight...chuck calls me sippy cos i literally just take sips, why? i dunno..anyhow, i have not had even a full beer since way before peanut i think...not alkyhol but occassional sips...and hey, im not hating it..tho im too tired to begin with, why would i need another thing to aide that...
well i am going to have meself a bowl of smacks and get to bed i think..too tired to think...

tuesday morning

well good morning!!! i am awake and bathed and ready to go to mai's dentist appointment...well i am not all that ready but the majority is...her appt is not until 830 so i am giving her a smidge more time in bed cos it is literally around the corner...
the job hunt continues..but such is life, many are in the same boat as hel...i also want to share something...its stupid house shit but none the less---yesterday there were literally a sink and a half full of dishes...now, at this point i dont expect them to be done by anyone but me...if it is done it is a bonus...but i dont expect it...so i do all these dishes, wait for them to dry to put them up so i can give peanut his bath...then this morning what do i find? not counting peanuts 4 bottles, a full sink again...then the mud room looks like it exploded...i started to wig out..then i said fuk it..its not like the queen is coming here...i spend too much time wigging out about stupid stuff it isnt funny...
for instance-yesterday we all went to bridge's to meet her boyfriend earl...chuck wanted to take the monte carlo,but was a bit fukd to drive...he insisted..now this car is a big ass boat...1974 i think...i was wigging...then i told myself to shut up, the car was good and i have driven boats before...so to try something new...
i am now going to therapy and altho it has only been one session he kinda made me see a view i never looked at before...fuk it..not really, but dont freak over everything...
so i dunno...maybe my petro of the world will be eliminated one day...i just need to work...thats whats driving me flippin crazy...tho i really cant be crazy cos i am doing what i need to do to look for work...
its crazy to see the glass half full i guess...
my onion and daisy seeds are now saplings...so i need to transplant but that really belongs to the homegrown blog..i may play catch up there later...peanut is so close to walking...he stands on his own for like 30 seconds then plunk...he is talking more often he knows all our names and he tries when you ask him to..he is going to be a year in like 28 days...that is one crazy bit of info...
so i guess ill go outside and smoke my cigarette before i wake mai...
have a good one..late-hel

its already thursday?

wow, it has been a smidge...but not as long as last time..just busy with household chores and the kids...also looking for work...like the last 3 months...cos i decided 3 months ago it would be ok for me to work...
but alas, i got an interview with a chick for apt leasing consultant...ive already done that so i have experience and they need a latina...but she's on vacay this week and will let me know either way next week...
then today i am waiting on a call from a bilingual call center..they had called me before and never called back..then i wrote them saying hey you still have it on craigslist, whats up...he said i had no call center background, and i said oh yes i do, i worked for bellsouth in miami...i told the chick that but i guess she thought i was talking about sprint which was on my resume...b.s. is far back...so he said he would call this morning..but if he doesnt call by 10 then i call him...he's just a recruiter or staffer whatever so i can bug him...
so i woke up early to avoid being caught with sleepy voice, yet i guess my allergies are acting up cos my throat is scratchy, hence i am making green/spearmint tea to soothe it...
what else? well yesterday was fun, but ill start with the day b4...mai was bummed about not doing shit but the pool on the 4th..so we got some sparklers, played in with the hose&shower...yes we have a shower in the backyard...(we are serious about our tanning)(lol) we put peanut in a cooler with water..that was funny...i knew it was a chill day when mai said we should have done this on the 4th it would have been soo much better...
so yesterday i took advantage of the clothes line chuck put up for me(well, us, but me)and mai wanted streaks in her hair so i put some peroxide and told her to sit in the sun for a bit...it was hella hot yesterday, but with mists from the shower she felt better...she lasted a whole half hour..i lasted 2 i think, but i kept coming in...
peanut is almost walking now...he talks a smidge like dada, mama, ba-nana,mmmmmmmmmm (milk),baby and booberry...not boob-ery...boo like blue berries dangit...well i have run out of thoughts this early morning..well its 928 so its not that early..but peanut has a good system, he wakes up at 8 for milk, then goes back to bed until 10ish..so i usually nap with him...but not this morning for me..let me get to that tea cos my throat is really itchy...

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friday

well today has been quite long...no nap and those are needed, but such is life...had a job interview, felt good juju from the ladies, but we will see...im staying positive...then i went social svcs to ask for daycare assistance, there is a waiting list for years and both parents need to be either working or in school..thanks for nothing...went to visit my friend sara before heading to food lion..
ended up at the abc store..made beautiful orange smoothies w/rum...my friend bridge came by and we talked about different herbs...
then off to my moms we went...chilled at the pool...besides going to the bullhole last week, that is not really a pool(chuck hadnt seen him in a regular pool)) so i pretty much sat out...chuck took an awesome pic of me that apparently is ok with him to post.it is an absolutely great picture, but there may be fb freaks looking to get their jollies off from my bikini top up...whatever...
mai convinced us (as always) to leave her at my moms...i really dont mind cos sometimes hel needs a break for a smidge...but i keep expecting her to come downstairs...but no, i am here feeling groovy from said orange smoothie..havent drank liquor in a while...chuck calls me the sipper...cos i can house a drink for over an hour...
isnt this exciting??? well my eyes are shutting..so good nite...

saturday a.m.

well i only woke up three times last night..and the spaces in between were longer than an hour or two..
then at 8 governor peabody needed to have his bum changed and have some milk...luckily he went right back to sleep..at around 845 chuck told me he had some work to do, so i said be careful and passed back out...peanut woke up again at 10 so we are watching saturday morning cartoons..
it has been a few weeks that it has just been me and peanut...with chuck just doing odd lawns here and there, he is home and watching me constantly refreshing craigslist...i also keep sending out his resume for jobs i can assume he can do...i have had one response in all these weeks for me...they were all thrilled i had years of call center experience, then asked if i had any experience in insurance and benefits...i said no, they said they will call back..two days later, nothing...now why do that?? if you have my resume stating the call center and you see it was for a phone company and not health benefits, then why the fuk call me...such is life...i am still on the prowl...
i have decided i need a job in corporate america...altho its not what i want, it is the benefits and pay my family needs...so the search continues...there are some jobs i want to apply for, but i make more on umemployment than spending gas for a part time gig...
what else??? going to pick up mai...later on today...oh, i signed up for school...being that ftcc is being little bitchasses i decided to write to univ. of phoenix...i looked at a whole bunch of others online, but all of them had like a 20 percent retention rate...and graduation rate of 45 percent...at least univ of phoenix has a 70 percent retention rate, and an 83 percent graduation...that made me feel a smidge better..
thinking of staying on the psych road but have also contemplated medical coding..i know i would hate it, but they get paid buku money...and they are always a trillion jobs for them...i dont think that job is going anywhere anytime soon..everyone needs a doc every once in a while. and i guess all that get coded..
well what to say what to say...i think that is it for now...late-hel

new day

my sleeping habits are quite disconcerting...peanut is a good sleeper with an occasional waking but he just needs to be given his blanket...me, on the other hand, wake up every 1 or 2 hours like clock work...it is so ugh...
im constantly zombiefied...i try and nap throughout the day, but alas, my brain is on fast foward all the time...over thinking things all day long...looking for work is bugging the fuk out of me too...i have sent out so many resumes and i thought being bilingual would help...not really...
my eating habits are absolutely horrid...losing 54 pounds since last year(well peanut made me lose about 25 pounds or so, the rest was after...but my metabolism must be screwy cos i dont eat during the day(not to starve, just not hungry--maybe a snack or two) but night time hits and my stomach opens...most people who eat and go to bed gain weight, i dont...i am not complaining but i seriously eat the house...no shit...
so what to do...i dunno...just sit here on the puter, constantly checking craigslist, all the other help wanted sites that just want you to sign up for offers of schooling and such...
what the fukn hell???
and the fact of the matter is, that i do not want to leave peanut already..but he is almost a year, and thats when i started leaving mai...but it still sucks...looking for third shift positions...none to be had cos i have no experience in those areas...i would so work in a warehouse/factory what have you...the age old question---how do you get a job without experience? how do you get experience without a job...
but my farm is going well...i posted pics on the homegrown blog...and i keep applying for grants, but the pepsi grant is much more easy than government ones...
i will be patient...and peanut is now wanting to be carried or out and about so he whines quite a bit...i cant carry that 25+ pound boy everywhere...
i am just blah right now...not the best time to write, i guess...

wowsers

well it has been a while and i am quite brain dead right now cos i was up late and woken early, anyhow i decided to add some misc pics..i finally uploaded them to my puter from facebook...

oops

been a spell..just wanted to announce i have started a pepsi grant and need all the help i can get to vote for me...but news to come next month...pics will be uploaded tonight of how big the babies are...proud mama...

tuesday

well lost is over and done, and i feel satisfied with the ending...it gets an 8, so no more lost blogs unless i have to comment...
so the last two days i have been bombarding craigslist to sell, and look for work..ugh and foo...still growing the garden, the rain is doing it well...and have apple tree seedlings coming up, got tarragon and cilantro going too...well at least here...
i feel like if someone calls about a job i will have to have them clarify which one...ill just say i remember even if i forgot...
oh and i answer these questions for a site like kgb...the ones with the cell phone texted questions...called ChaCha...its fun..i spend my days doing it for pennies, literally...and i found yet another small grant...
im sooo super pissed that i am going to call the school board cos i have written emails, and called regarding a farm at the locales...no answer...do they think i am kidding? im trying to help your school, it makes it look good and healthy...and kids will learn to grow and nurture...but whatever the hell...im not blogging this on my HOMEGROWN site cos i dont want them to find this one in case they ever do go my way...so that is one grant and then i want to try and get one from pepsi too...
if not ill find a skool no doubt..maybe i should try colleges? like school of the arts or something...itll be student community farm...hmmm...we will see...
peanut is playing in the playpen, laughing and crying all at once...he stands up now, well makes himself stand up on the side of the playpen....he has to be caged until i get those gates...cos he is mr scooter...
peanuts name has to change cos their is another peanut at mai's games and i dont like it i tell u...trying for tre...he is charley of course, and bumble...and sir gruntenfart...
have a good one!

the end is near...

yes i will have to blog before and most likely after...
today is the last episode of lost...
im a smidge of a dork, but if i have a friend(even in my head) for five years, knowing they are getting killed off left and right is upsetting...i mean im not crying..(yet)..mai is at the neighbors house cos she knows at 8 she is going upstairs...i dont care if she doesnt go to bed...just stay away..or if needed for taming of peanut...he is teething his top teeth now, so nights have been sooo fun...
chuck is cooking the ribs i brought home with corn on the cob...i was gonna do it but maybe he took over, and i am more than obliged...
wanting to take a nap a bit cos peanut is sleeping..i just dont want to wake up ill or anything...hmmm...
i wont wake up ill...too much, way too much...and dinner is almost ready...and mai just walked in the door...
til later
hel

lost and twisters...

wait i guess i will begin that mai's team is still undefeated...they won 13 to 3...she hit her first single...but ended up being brought in by stealing...and she got the game ball...she is like over the moon...i am too...she needed that hit...
well yay twisters, but it happened the same night of lost, which it tends to do a whole bunch...there are 2 more before the end...tonight was about the kids, i liked it, cos of course they have to throw a bumload of info to us now cos there is little time...cos i know last episode killing off sun and jin and sayid...it was like bam, bam, bam...jack is obviously the new jacob, locke the man in black...notice-they never called him by name--mai had googlie eyes for the young man in black...i was like GO TO BED!!! i cant predict the end, although i have ideas, but i dont wanna look like i have thought this much about lost, cos some would say that is kinda dorky like the trekkies...but i dont give a rats bum...(sorry if i offended any trekkies...)
so lost is wrapping up folks...over..i swear even talking about it knocks a little breath out of me...sigh...i just know that if the island flippin disappears as the end i will flipshit...absolutely...i have mentioned that many times...
i will end with a little music note that i found funny...i was dling songs to mai's mp3 and she wanted sick puppies and i typed it just like that...she said no mommie i have watched it a trillion times its sic puppies...i was like burn...music guru knocked the hell down...lol...but at least i am slowly convincing her that beiber sounds like a chick, cos he does...poor thing...justin timberlake sings high but he dont sound like no chick...ugh and foo..but you see how i just constantly at least mention something music related...
much obliged for ur time...late