tuesday

well i have a day chock full of stuff to do today...i am at my kidney doctor trying to figure out this horrid pain in my side...i tried to return my dear friend sara's puter this morning but she did not answer, so like a big ol dork-i took it with me inside this place...not only taking advantage of the puter time, but not wanting to leave it in the car...you see hel is responsible now...it took what? twenty something years...such is life...then i have to go to my moms to visit with the kiddies...also to use her puter...i have to figure out this stoopid page to register with the govt...i almost have it done, but it bumped me off when i was idle and now says password attempt is incorrect...now to think of what i made up...it has to have one lower case or upper case a number and a special key,oh and 8 letters long...not used to such a long process...well what else for today??? i believe i must visit my friends at tre tomorrow...must get to the bottom of this...i know i havent worked there in forever and a day, but i love tre and my jon and ned...as far as music is concerned there was a two for tuesday this morning on the way here...nirvana...first smells like teen spirit, the obvious song...but followed by jesus dont want me for a sunbeam...i know it didnt belong to kurt, but still...and going into music,have i mentioned my fascination with queens of the stone age and white stripes??? flippin genius...i dont have much to write cos my promo people are not diggin hel anymore...how sad...but i will come back...i promise...dear hel and the whole nine including interviews and such...lets see what i can do...but focusing on my agri-side i have not much time to beg and plead for music...they are prolly goin to tell me download the shit...cos i dont think they even make cd's anymore...lol...well, no,not lol...you can tell my wait is longer than expected so i am going to go through my dearest friends blog-k...so she doesnt shout at me anymore...she says such mean hateful things...im just joshing!

phantom tongue ring

i have written about this in the past but i have always pretty much had at least one tongue ring in at a time...but i took out my last tongue ring and i think for good...its sad cos i miss my tongue ring..it has been a part of my body since i was 18...the second came out and in a few times in the last years...now i took out the gauged earrings, and i can quite find any that fit without having at least a small gauge...but i dont want that...fooey...getting back to the tongue ring...i even left it in after my seizure doc said you are going to break your teeth...and i responded i already broke some teeth from it..i had a plakstik one for a while but i didnt dig it as much and put the metal one back in...but recently i have noticed that my baby tooth canine(never grew in cos im so sweet they say)is about to fall out..im terrified...but its a baby tooth i am surprised it lasted this long...the only thing i can hope is that the normal tooth that is super up there decides to finally descend...one can only hope..alright all,if you missed it, my tongue ring is not in and i still feel it there...thanx for ur time....late

clustered

well i am pretty much clusterfukd with a bunch of stuff going on right now...chuck and his gig, and my own...who wouldve known getting a grant would be such a mission...but such is life...you want something you gotta do what you gotta do...so now i am on my dear friend sara's computer...she let me borrow her laptop...that floors me...she said she trusts me and knows where i live...i am super obliged...helps things go a smidge faster...i am calling for internet tomorrow, no lie...cant run this stuff without access...ok now as for music i had mentioned the slipknot song--its called snuff...pretty dang decent, if you dug stone sour...and panic swith i can listen to on repeat alot!!! any song that mention pistol whipped makes you think twice,huh??? still trying to get writing gigs and it is not going as well as i wish...but i will continue it cos i cant let writing go...EVER...i was reading my journals from high school and college the other day...flippin funny...i was such a dweeb...no lie...i cant believe i thought i would die on so many occassions over lil crap..lol...ok now on a serious note, i have reason to believe the record exchange will not be owned by plan 9 soon and that sucks...save tre...he needs to be there forever...the end

yes i am a smidge doofy

i am like constantly trying to get people to read this dang blog and i post it on facebook and everything...but this mental giant,your dear hel, had the blogger user name wrong cos helishere was taken...but as you can tell if you went there-its nothing...it should be mine...anyhow i am at my inlaws while my husband cuts the grass..i sit in here with peanut being a smidge more fussy...i think he has realized when he cries we come...well everyone else does, now i walk away...but making sure all essentials are covered...what else???it feels good to use a normal keyboard to type this...little tiny letters on my phone becomes a bit long...well i have some posts for craigslist for my beloved so i will depart here...but heard some songs on the way up to rural hall, that is making me realize not all music of today is dookie...sorry...as i said from the getgo im stuck in the ninetees...such is life...later skaters..

monday monday

here i am at my moms trying to figure out a clusterfuk of things...i cant write this second, but being i had to add my bff blog to follow i had to stop in...oh i must mention on the music front that i totally dig the song from slipknot out now...i think corey channeled his days as stone sour...so thats two newer things i dig, along with silversun...totally dig silversun...


ok so i am adding stuff...i was trying to see what i need to get done...anyhow, i am planning to make some living off of the earth now...my parents(well chucks,but they are mine now too)have land galore...i want to grow a bunch of veggies...and hopefully can them...who wouldve thought that hel would work from the land...but hey there are no jobs...we must fend for ourselves..and hopefully get the chance to sell some homegrown stuff to y'all...no not that kind...

so good juju my way, as i always send it to you...
much obliged for stopping in...
late

the longest day EVER

so i start off this am by taking mai to skool..it wasnt a pretty morning cos she was cranky as usual, and just fouled up my morning..then took peanut to the doc..he is ok but just to be sure...what else??? then picked up my mother in high point...took her to winston salem....actually my house...until chuck picked her up to go get a car...around 6 i felt like i was going to pass out cos peanut got chuck sick, hence chuck got me sick and today was ucky...so i took a nap while chuckles changed the oil on my moms vehicle...woke up cos we had to drive her back to high point, with two cars, cos she doesnt drive at night...peanut has been a load of fun today too!!! im just sick so im sensitive and feel like kickin ass... :)

i must explain

England is a bitch are lyrics from linton kwesi johnson...so its inglan in the song but its rasta,but happens to be my last name...so any other of my dear england family happens to read the blog,it has nothing to do with u...well today went downtown to get some crap taken care of...more like finding mai's father,which I see as a sperm donor...but I won't speak ill altho its been 6 yrs since he's called her...this kinda feels like a diary...talked to an old dear friend,that has been missed...what else?went to mais softball practice...love it...so much chisme,its like a sewing circle..and peanut has a 10 month old to play with...then came home to have a stk,baked pot,and corn on the cob from the grill...I thank my beloved...peanut has been fussy due to a cold/teething/time change so its a triple whammy,cos he isn't himself...he is so NOT fussy...plus u feel bad that i can't take it away...i have to post some pics...I must mention that I'm really...foo!!! chuck asked me a question and i totally forgot what i was going to write here...and I really am interested to know the answer...foo...ill let u know...oh i got it!!!u see i remembered i dig silversun pickups and this is odd cos i don't dig ,well i can't explain...but I remember listening to an earlier cd like 3 years ago or 4 I dunno...so I will explore further...nite..

england is a bitch

hello anyone out there...just wanted to blog tonight...I'm trying to get u to read this and any upcoming ones...planning album reviews and/or music queries...dear hel is always here...no promises but I'd try...just put peanut to bed...the time change has really fooed him up...oh so the main reason i wanted to write...earlier,while on our way to high point I turned the opposite way...the ludey way...just chill pretty backroads but takes longer...so I changed my mind to go on the hwy...anyhow,I stopped at a local gas station and on the counter was this paper called the slammer...I grabbed one to take and he said a dollar fifty...I gladly paid it...its got a lot of failure to appear but then dwi,child fukn pervs and such...I wish this paper was in everyone in guilford. randolph,forsyth and wherever else it covers-in every mailbox...in kendall(miami-305 in da house...lol)they would put in the mailbox quarterly...I know u could find it on the internet,but how many times have u thought about it...btw-i know how to write sans elipses and lower case for any who wishes...potential writing gigs...and to convince some promo people to not forget hel...and just to give u my random thoughts...thx for caring...late,hel