tuesday

well lost is over and done, and i feel satisfied with the ending...it gets an 8, so no more lost blogs unless i have to comment...
so the last two days i have been bombarding craigslist to sell, and look for work..ugh and foo...still growing the garden, the rain is doing it well...and have apple tree seedlings coming up, got tarragon and cilantro going too...well at least here...
i feel like if someone calls about a job i will have to have them clarify which one...ill just say i remember even if i forgot...
oh and i answer these questions for a site like kgb...the ones with the cell phone texted questions...called ChaCha...its fun..i spend my days doing it for pennies, literally...and i found yet another small grant...
im sooo super pissed that i am going to call the school board cos i have written emails, and called regarding a farm at the locales...no answer...do they think i am kidding? im trying to help your school, it makes it look good and healthy...and kids will learn to grow and nurture...but whatever the hell...im not blogging this on my HOMEGROWN site cos i dont want them to find this one in case they ever do go my way...so that is one grant and then i want to try and get one from pepsi too...
if not ill find a skool no doubt..maybe i should try colleges? like school of the arts or something...itll be student community farm...hmmm...we will see...
peanut is playing in the playpen, laughing and crying all at once...he stands up now, well makes himself stand up on the side of the playpen....he has to be caged until i get those gates...cos he is mr scooter...
peanuts name has to change cos their is another peanut at mai's games and i dont like it i tell u...trying for tre...he is charley of course, and bumble...and sir gruntenfart...
have a good one!

the end is near...

yes i will have to blog before and most likely after...
today is the last episode of lost...
im a smidge of a dork, but if i have a friend(even in my head) for five years, knowing they are getting killed off left and right is upsetting...i mean im not crying..(yet)..mai is at the neighbors house cos she knows at 8 she is going upstairs...i dont care if she doesnt go to bed...just stay away..or if needed for taming of peanut...he is teething his top teeth now, so nights have been sooo fun...
chuck is cooking the ribs i brought home with corn on the cob...i was gonna do it but maybe he took over, and i am more than obliged...
wanting to take a nap a bit cos peanut is sleeping..i just dont want to wake up ill or anything...hmmm...
i wont wake up ill...too much, way too much...and dinner is almost ready...and mai just walked in the door...
til later
hel

lost and twisters...

wait i guess i will begin that mai's team is still undefeated...they won 13 to 3...she hit her first single...but ended up being brought in by stealing...and she got the game ball...she is like over the moon...i am too...she needed that hit...
well yay twisters, but it happened the same night of lost, which it tends to do a whole bunch...there are 2 more before the end...tonight was about the kids, i liked it, cos of course they have to throw a bumload of info to us now cos there is little time...cos i know last episode killing off sun and jin and sayid...it was like bam, bam, bam...jack is obviously the new jacob, locke the man in black...notice-they never called him by name--mai had googlie eyes for the young man in black...i was like GO TO BED!!! i cant predict the end, although i have ideas, but i dont wanna look like i have thought this much about lost, cos some would say that is kinda dorky like the trekkies...but i dont give a rats bum...(sorry if i offended any trekkies...)
so lost is wrapping up folks...over..i swear even talking about it knocks a little breath out of me...sigh...i just know that if the island flippin disappears as the end i will flipshit...absolutely...i have mentioned that many times...
i will end with a little music note that i found funny...i was dling songs to mai's mp3 and she wanted sick puppies and i typed it just like that...she said no mommie i have watched it a trillion times its sic puppies...i was like burn...music guru knocked the hell down...lol...but at least i am slowly convincing her that beiber sounds like a chick, cos he does...poor thing...justin timberlake sings high but he dont sound like no chick...ugh and foo..but you see how i just constantly at least mention something music related...
much obliged for ur time...late

monday, already?

well another monday...but peanut has been more than great today, or at least thus far...we slept in til 10...very nice...but i came to blog about mothers day cos it was awesome...
well i got to sleep in while mai watched mr.peanut phineas monkey...then i woke up to chuck cleaning the kitchen and back room...so i shut my happy ass up and tried to start on the bathroom, he would not accept it...then mai gave me a glass paper weight that is absolutely fabulous...what else? oh flowers from the garden, and some fake ones too, but they are soo pretty and apparently hand painted and some jazz...then chuck went to the store, and mai went to play with her friend, i figured this has been nice...
when chuck got home he forbade me to go in the kitchen...then him and mai went upstairs and were gone forever...but when they came down, they had made a pop up card that is too cute..
then chuck asked if i was ready, i knew we were going somewhere but not told where...we went to grand or grant park i dunno near downtown in the "historic district" it was super pretty...and then we had a picnic...so special...besides my first ever mommies day 11 years ago this has to come in close second...
so that is about it for my summmary about mommies day...want to get some stuff done today so i will leave you be..
have a good one...

last night

well last night i was quite tired and bout passing out...forgot to mention that barfly was on last night...i happen to dig that movie quite a bit...mickey rourke is more than amazing...bukowski is actually in the movie in one of the bar scenes...i cant talk enough about the late charles bukowski...
now i am jonesin to read some, but quite frankly, i cant do that right now...this afternoon we have to go up to the land and finish weeding and such...but i am waiting to pick up mai cos she can help out too...
well peanuts sleepy breath is making me too sleepy too...so let me get back to reality and do dishes, laundry, etc...
later skaters.

in addition to old review

well writing the old review of WITH TEETH years back made me sad...cos of course now it said nine inch nails is no more. could trent really do this? i saw him a year and a half ago, and eventhough he looked like a nontatted henry rollins i did not care. had an absolute ball...
but nin no more? why? it was said-i watch and read way too much info on music entertainment-that it takes too much out of him to make these albums. he wants to focus on his fiance and the family he wishes to have. so many tweets were sent to him about this, that he closed it down...stating that the remarks of yoko ono to his future wife was indeed not needed...
what else can be said? i have yet to get my nin tat cos i cant do it myself cos i cant reach there...but i will do it regardless of his attitude...nin filled too much space of my life in the soundtrack in my head...it happened the other day when i posted a pic from the concert on my facebook...i literally wrote the whole song everyday is exactly the same through comments...
so so sad...so much ending...including lost...damn i had to fit that one in as well...

old review

NINE INCH NAILS-WITH TEETH

After years since THE FRAGILE, trent reznor finally decided to gift us with this album. i even have to do this whole article in lower case in homage to him. I have been a NIN fan for as long as i can recall, 'bout 90 or so for pretty hate machine. I have dug most of his albums since them. I mention this only before this album, trent did it all by himself via mixing and such. Only for touring would he bring his band in. This album, though, he had a band the entire time through(including help from dave grohl on drums for a few songs). songs like "hand that feeds", "everyday is exactly the same" are amazing. It has been mentioned that this is also trents first album completely drug free. Sometimes it makes the music change or sound change, but i really do not think so. trent reznor stated in Revolver magaizine that fans would not have to wait 4-5 years between each album.
I must give nine inch nails a 5 star review. Although a bit biased, i am sure that most of you will give it at least 4. this album says that they are no longer on a downward spiral. Like how i fit that in? Dynamic lyrics with emotion, great music.

just a wrap up i guess

well this evening was chill, took mai to her game, where the twisters remain undefeated 7-0...yeah i said it...another game on saturday...ummm im just really tired cos of the manual labor and sun...i just wanted to write to write tonight...happens...even to the best of us...
why do i even bother to have fb friends who wont follow me? is this shit just boring? i dunno, maybe dont give a shit to even come for a visit...
im just tired...all in all, good day...with a few moments...here and there...but that is none of your dang bizness...lol...

and with this song i bid you goodnight...


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SARB4D0TDxU

today

well this morning started off with my mom waking me by knockin on the door...chuck had taken mai to skool and just let me sleep...so i got dressed and got the heck out...she had me take her to t-mobile to swap out her phone, cos i am the queen of upgrades and switching out phones...lol
from there we went to the farm where i proceeded to weed, but my mommie made me stop cos i was working too hard..lol...but with the sun it wasnt that bad place to stop for today...nice blisters going on but such is life..
then we went to go pick up mai at skool, we were going to wallyworld cos today is fs day! but guess what? no flippin foodstamps...well that means tomorrow i am going to have to sit my happy bum downtown to get it figured out...even with going at the buttcrack that is where i will be most of the day...fooey
mai had praktice last night and they have a game at 630 tonight...i can not afford these games for real...everytime, no matter what i bring with me, it is not suffice for mai...ugh...i bought her a 12 pack of gatorade...she would forget to put it in the freezer, and get mad at me...then i would do it, and the other day i looked in her bag iit had like 10 empty ones and 3 empty waters...take it out and put it in the recycling..maybe she is collecting stuff to make something out of recycled water bottles..
my head hurts a smidge from the sun but i stayed hydrated...so i am good for now...now i am waiting for chuck to get out of the shower so i can eventually take one...today...ideally before the game...eventho i did bring a change of clothes for the farming time...
what else??? well at least chuck is going with us tonight...maybe my happy ass can stay home...or go to saras...i need a break today...oh one more thing...i had made arrangements with sprint to pay next tuesday...guess what the girl wrote it wrong in the notes...now, since i forget everything, i write it all down in my calendar...so the guy was chill but said i had to pay something...foo there was 50 bones i was not expecting to spend, so my mom covered it...then i got the lecture of where does my money go? im 34 years old...dont you think i already think about this shit???
once again such is life...
wish the twisters luck...late-hel

tonights lost

holy shitfuk...kate got shot, but you know she wasnt going to die...cos its kate...i soooo thought jack would have to give sawyer mouth to mouth, then suddenly my dream was crushed cos sawyer spit it out himself..
anyhow, sun & jin beautiful, i know they died but that love...altho as a mom i would have told him to save himself to take care of their kid, but thats what i think...so desmond is what now? apparently jack is jacobs role now...good and eville...nice...
que mas? soo much is happening so fast...is their dream world the real world or the other way around..i was also waiting for jack to tell sawyer on the sub that nothing would happen to them with the bomb...i wanted to hear we are already dead...
back to desmond is he whitmores lackey or the islands?
i am just so sad cos i feel it coming to that end...a part inside of me looses breath when i think about it...
ok im tired...so i am going to bed...just recapping and ill prolly have more tomorrow, or not..
have to go out to the farm to hoe the land..yeah i walked into whatever joke you are thinking..and transplant my corn babies. but my mom is coming to help watch peanut...i really should do my other blog about the farming but as i said, hel is hella tired..and i would have more info tomorrow anyways...nite..

sunday

well today has been sooo long...first i went to high point to pick up miss monkey from my mom's house...that wasnt so bad...
then came back home to find my husband continuing his painting truck project, when i reminded him about peanuts friends 1st bday party...we had a great time...mai and peanut super duper enjoyed themselves...
well when we got home the humidity had me ill...so i sent mai to her friends next door and chilled out with a half naked, well naked cept for diapers and a bib, bumble...its a smidge more than hot but such is life...
well mai came back home at 9...took her shower and looked like she had been crying...turns out the girl next door had decided to tell her, when it is dark spirits are everywhere...
i had to reiterate, if that be the case, they have to get past me to get to her...and the only ones around her are her guardian angels...
i really foresee a really easy night of sleep for her...NOT!!!
i still have the same clothes to fold since yesterday...they continue to haunt me so i draped a towel over them...too hot to fold, too hot to do anything...mai asked me for dinner and im like its 9 at night, you shouldve come in earlier...you think i was going to cook just for her tonight??? nope...but i broke down and made her a chicken sandwich which was easy and not hot in the kitchen...just micro and toaster oven and happy goodness for her...
i am so erratic with eating...today i had toast at like 1, then at the party i had a hamburger, & cake...now for dinner-nothing...i took my seizure med, and it does not need to be taken with food...its this weather...
too bad i never stopped eating from heat in miami, cos then i wouldnt have those horrid extra, extra pounds back then...so my best diets thus far are-#1 pregnancy #2 ulcer & #3 humidity...im good though...
well i have my kids sprawled out on the floor for tummy/scooting like a madman time...and mai doesnt mind being right down there too...
alrighty then...later skater(s)

wait its now 11 and i forgot to post so nothing much great but i dunno if i need to mention that mai's softball team remains undefeated...sup?