well i have really nothing going on...peanut is sleeping, chuck is in the pot, and i am lying here...i keep refreshing craigslist and checking my email, waiting for the phone to ring, but alas, no...so i said let me go ahead and write..
ok, i am pissed cos this childrens home(which i sent an email)have not responded me...i asked to take mai and give some of charley's stuff...plus mai even agreed to give up some of the those rubber bands..and nothing...i got the same shit when i asked flat rock(her middle skool) to start a farm at the skool...i had filled out bunches of emails...but such is life...do they think i am crazy? i write very well, not here cos i dont give a shit about elipses and grammar, punctuation...this is hel being able to write which ever way i want..dammit!
what else? its about 2 but i did get all my chores done for the morning, then there is evening ones...but i cleaned the dog lot, set up recycling and put it on the curb...
OMG they are doing an amber alert for a 4 month old, stolen by his daddy...wow...i wish i had information regarding this abduction..i wish fukd up in the head to do shit like this or abuse --physcially, sexually should be, ugh i dont know cos only God can judge, but they are fukrs...
which reminds me yesterday i was downtown and there was a lady with a 1+ year old and like a 4 year old...lil boy running around without shoes in this dirty ass downtown building, but those things happen...but the boy took off and the sister went to get hiim, she shouted across the room, i got him mommie...as she walked back with her brother the mom looked at her and whispered you shout like that again i will slap your goshdarn face...not goshdarn...what do you do when that happens? stay there??? you know that 4 year old takes more care of that kid than the mom does...she didnt even blink when her baby took off...
well chuck is out of the pot and i dont wanna be on blogspot when he gets out...late

monday night

well not much happening here..mai is off at my mums and gets to go to a ranch tomorrow...i have just been busy seeking employment and taking care of my guys...and the wow wows too...what else? i had thought of blogging for a while now, and now i cant recall what it was..did nothing much today--went to the pharmacy, then later on wallyworld with charley and chuck..but chuck made the most delicious chicken legs ever..
oh i recall i actually had 2 beers tonight...chuck calls me sippy cos i literally just take sips, why? i dunno..anyhow, i have not had even a full beer since way before peanut i think...not alkyhol but occassional sips...and hey, im not hating it..tho im too tired to begin with, why would i need another thing to aide that...
well i am going to have meself a bowl of smacks and get to bed i think..too tired to think...

tuesday morning

well good morning!!! i am awake and bathed and ready to go to mai's dentist appointment...well i am not all that ready but the majority is...her appt is not until 830 so i am giving her a smidge more time in bed cos it is literally around the corner...
the job hunt continues..but such is life, many are in the same boat as hel...i also want to share something...its stupid house shit but none the less---yesterday there were literally a sink and a half full of dishes...now, at this point i dont expect them to be done by anyone but me...if it is done it is a bonus...but i dont expect it...so i do all these dishes, wait for them to dry to put them up so i can give peanut his bath...then this morning what do i find? not counting peanuts 4 bottles, a full sink again...then the mud room looks like it exploded...i started to wig out..then i said fuk it..its not like the queen is coming here...i spend too much time wigging out about stupid stuff it isnt funny...
for instance-yesterday we all went to bridge's to meet her boyfriend earl...chuck wanted to take the monte carlo,but was a bit fukd to drive...he insisted..now this car is a big ass boat...1974 i think...i was wigging...then i told myself to shut up, the car was good and i have driven boats before...so to try something new...
i am now going to therapy and altho it has only been one session he kinda made me see a view i never looked at before...fuk it..not really, but dont freak over everything...
so i dunno...maybe my petro of the world will be eliminated one day...i just need to work...thats whats driving me flippin crazy...tho i really cant be crazy cos i am doing what i need to do to look for work...
its crazy to see the glass half full i guess...
my onion and daisy seeds are now saplings...so i need to transplant but that really belongs to the homegrown blog..i may play catch up there later...peanut is so close to walking...he stands on his own for like 30 seconds then plunk...he is talking more often he knows all our names and he tries when you ask him to..he is going to be a year in like 28 days...that is one crazy bit of info...
so i guess ill go outside and smoke my cigarette before i wake mai...
have a good one..late-hel

its already thursday?

wow, it has been a smidge...but not as long as last time..just busy with household chores and the kids...also looking for work...like the last 3 months...cos i decided 3 months ago it would be ok for me to work...
but alas, i got an interview with a chick for apt leasing consultant...ive already done that so i have experience and they need a latina...but she's on vacay this week and will let me know either way next week...
then today i am waiting on a call from a bilingual call center..they had called me before and never called back..then i wrote them saying hey you still have it on craigslist, whats up...he said i had no call center background, and i said oh yes i do, i worked for bellsouth in miami...i told the chick that but i guess she thought i was talking about sprint which was on my resume...b.s. is far back...so he said he would call this morning..but if he doesnt call by 10 then i call him...he's just a recruiter or staffer whatever so i can bug him...
so i woke up early to avoid being caught with sleepy voice, yet i guess my allergies are acting up cos my throat is scratchy, hence i am making green/spearmint tea to soothe it...
what else? well yesterday was fun, but ill start with the day b4...mai was bummed about not doing shit but the pool on the 4th..so we got some sparklers, played in with the hose&shower...yes we have a shower in the backyard...(we are serious about our tanning)(lol) we put peanut in a cooler with water..that was funny...i knew it was a chill day when mai said we should have done this on the 4th it would have been soo much better...
so yesterday i took advantage of the clothes line chuck put up for me(well, us, but me)and mai wanted streaks in her hair so i put some peroxide and told her to sit in the sun for a bit...it was hella hot yesterday, but with mists from the shower she felt better...she lasted a whole half hour..i lasted 2 i think, but i kept coming in...
peanut is almost walking now...he talks a smidge like dada, mama, ba-nana,mmmmmmmmmm (milk),baby and booberry...not boob-ery...boo like blue berries dangit...well i have run out of thoughts this early morning..well its 928 so its not that early..but peanut has a good system, he wakes up at 8 for milk, then goes back to bed until 10ish..so i usually nap with him...but not this morning for me..let me get to that tea cos my throat is really itchy...

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friday

well today has been quite long...no nap and those are needed, but such is life...had a job interview, felt good juju from the ladies, but we will see...im staying positive...then i went social svcs to ask for daycare assistance, there is a waiting list for years and both parents need to be either working or in school..thanks for nothing...went to visit my friend sara before heading to food lion..
ended up at the abc store..made beautiful orange smoothies w/rum...my friend bridge came by and we talked about different herbs...
then off to my moms we went...chilled at the pool...besides going to the bullhole last week, that is not really a pool(chuck hadnt seen him in a regular pool)) so i pretty much sat out...chuck took an awesome pic of me that apparently is ok with him to post.it is an absolutely great picture, but there may be fb freaks looking to get their jollies off from my bikini top up...whatever...
mai convinced us (as always) to leave her at my moms...i really dont mind cos sometimes hel needs a break for a smidge...but i keep expecting her to come downstairs...but no, i am here feeling groovy from said orange smoothie..havent drank liquor in a while...chuck calls me the sipper...cos i can house a drink for over an hour...
isnt this exciting??? well my eyes are shutting..so good nite...