well good morning!!! i am awake and bathed and ready to go to mai's dentist appointment...well i am not all that ready but the majority is...her appt is not until 830 so i am giving her a smidge more time in bed cos it is literally around the corner...
the job hunt continues..but such is life, many are in the same boat as hel...i also want to share something...its stupid house shit but none the less---yesterday there were literally a sink and a half full of dishes...now, at this point i dont expect them to be done by anyone but me...if it is done it is a bonus...but i dont expect it...so i do all these dishes, wait for them to dry to put them up so i can give peanut his bath...then this morning what do i find? not counting peanuts 4 bottles, a full sink again...then the mud room looks like it exploded...i started to wig out..then i said fuk it..its not like the queen is coming here...i spend too much time wigging out about stupid stuff it isnt funny...
for instance-yesterday we all went to bridge's to meet her boyfriend earl...chuck wanted to take the monte carlo,but was a bit fukd to drive...he insisted..now this car is a big ass boat...1974 i think...i was wigging...then i told myself to shut up, the car was good and i have driven boats before...so to try something new...
i am now going to therapy and altho it has only been one session he kinda made me see a view i never looked at before...fuk it..not really, but dont freak over everything...
so i dunno...maybe my petro of the world will be eliminated one day...i just need to work...thats whats driving me flippin crazy...tho i really cant be crazy cos i am doing what i need to do to look for work...
its crazy to see the glass half full i guess...
my onion and daisy seeds are now saplings...so i need to transplant but that really belongs to the homegrown blog..i may play catch up there later...peanut is so close to walking...he stands on his own for like 30 seconds then plunk...he is talking more often he knows all our names and he tries when you ask him to..he is going to be a year in like 28 days...that is one crazy bit of info...
so i guess ill go outside and smoke my cigarette before i wake mai...
have a good one..late-hel
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