clustered

well i am pretty much clusterfukd with a bunch of stuff going on right now...chuck and his gig, and my own...who wouldve known getting a grant would be such a mission...but such is life...you want something you gotta do what you gotta do...so now i am on my dear friend sara's computer...she let me borrow her laptop...that floors me...she said she trusts me and knows where i live...i am super obliged...helps things go a smidge faster...i am calling for internet tomorrow, no lie...cant run this stuff without access...ok now as for music i had mentioned the slipknot song--its called snuff...pretty dang decent, if you dug stone sour...and panic swith i can listen to on repeat alot!!! any song that mention pistol whipped makes you think twice,huh??? still trying to get writing gigs and it is not going as well as i wish...but i will continue it cos i cant let writing go...EVER...i was reading my journals from high school and college the other day...flippin funny...i was such a dweeb...no lie...i cant believe i thought i would die on so many occassions over lil crap..lol...ok now on a serious note, i have reason to believe the record exchange will not be owned by plan 9 soon and that sucks...save tre...he needs to be there forever...the end