holy crap shit, it has been too long...but once im on this electric god, it is mostly to do frontierville, cos im a dork like that...i am hoping that once ziggys reopens that i will be able to start interviewing again..but that is just a wish...saw stretch in the market the other day, and he tried diverting himself so much as not to be seen...come on man, you are like 8 feet tall with 6 feet blond dreads...whatever...its not like i was going to talk to him or anything...the only one of importance is jay...
what else??? well i have been insane ever since my mom biffed it and broke her knee, wrist and hip...she was in a rehab/nursing home til yesterday...all she did was bitch bitch bitch about that place...and now she calls me saying it was a big mistake to go home and i need to go more than three times a week...
that is fine and all cos mai is in skool 5 times a week and chuck is off at work or whatever, but im like, huh??? am i a physical therapist? can i administer drugs without stealing the good ones...lol...
i dunno...i mean yesterday after i dropped her and mai off at home and peanut and i got home, we took a nap...when we woke up i was in the best mood ever...i think it was my body and brain both saying you dont have to ride up and down westchester in high point to visit and do errands for tia and then going to my moms rehab to do the same...
my mom has this beautiful saying that i feel like hitting her when she says it...a son is your son til he finds a wife, a daughter is yours for the rest of your life...ok, no...i already have back up elderly plans if goodness forbid chuck is not around anymore...k&i will grow old and bitch and take care of one another in our house, until the city kicks us out for too many ferrets and lizards and such...and then in the nursing home we will steal the other ol ladies pills and trade...
i mean i say this all in jest but i am like ugh and foo...i do not know...i really do not know...
and i have NOT EVEN WATCHED DONNIE DARKO THIS YEAR...what is happening to me??? what kind of october is it?? havent even listened to late october by matt keating...well i was more waiting on cooler weather cos it is not the same when it was hot...so now i will sing it in my head...
and tomorrow, is halloween...mai is going to be a mad hatter and peanut phineas monkey is going to be a cowboy..he has the cutest boots and hat ever!!! mai's costume is bad ass but i spent a pretty penny at the store who fired me...well it was not the store, nor the rest of the employees just a sexist, tattoo hating, latina hating man who narced on me for missing days...and i never worked with the fukr...but such is life..everything happens for some reason that i will never know...
and i will post some pics that i already have on facebook but fuk it, this is my world, this is mine, this is my world, this is ALL mine...thank you filter for that last line...
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