Tuesday, April 27, 2010

post litho appointment

well yay is all i can say..the doc said i look much better...then he also apologized (but not directly)because he said that my stone(although low in the kidney and non obstructive)upon further review of the cat scan, it was jagged like a star...so he said the meds were justified and he had contacted my primary care doc already...so they did an xray---perfect...then i told him about the nausea & unswallowing gig, and he said that sometimes cos the anesthetic will cause the espohagus to relax, and takes some time to get back to normal on some ppl...but to check up if it continues for more than 3 more weeks...great, ill just enjoy my "diet" for now...
i am more than elated folks...it is amazing that i was finally justified and the pain wasnt in my head...he gave me tips to avoid getting more..believe it or not, it is not cranberry juice(he said that is for uti's)and to drink lemonade...also 20 oz of soda, and a cup to two of coffee is ok as long as i flush it with water and lemonade...
yay...i also lost 2 more pounds..but that is prolly unswallowing...but i am beyond words now,. so i will leave it at that for today...

Monday, April 26, 2010

stone temple dorks...

damn i hate to even write that...scott weiland...what the hell???
we all know you were or are quite avid in the world of illegalities...now he has cleaned up...uh huh...
reminds me of a concert at bayfront park back in the late 90s...(((groovy flashback music)))
now i do not recall who went with me to this concert, nor who else played...cos my world was seeing stp live...songs like big bang baby, plush, sex type thing, trippin on a hole in a paper heart...but he comes out with a beanie that said sober...or some shit like that...
he was singing awfully...no lie...and i love stp, and i dug him even when he went on his acid trips that he did not return from...
so i scream, during songs, you were better fukd up...now mind you it was gen admission...so to say i was in the 3-4 row, which was absolutely unacceptable, i liked getting slammed against the fence over and over just to see the artists...so going back to my fukd up statement...there was this huge guy next to me, not only big and tall, but scary...he said what the fuk did you say?
so i like pushed my way to the front...the guy lunged at me...but by that point i was those two rows away and had some guys protecting poor dear hel... :) cos i was totally defensless..so i ended up taunting the guy the rest of the concert, cos i would turn around see him, point to me, and point up cos scott weiland was right flippin there...lunged again and i moved my happy ass to the left of the stage...
so that was a fun stp story...i dunno if he heard me, but he knew he sounded better fkd up...so then came velvet revolver years and years later...what in the world was that??? he just got into a band to get heroin easier??? needless to say they are no longer togehter...
now here is where my love/hate comes in for the new stp...their new song between the lines, totally steals the chorus of stay away by nirvana but its their bridge...and it talks about even when we used to take drugs...now great for you scott...but dont ppl say they are sober when they are not, esp, when so adamant about it..
foo, dont get me wrong, i would love love love to interview them, although id be star struck, and writing this blog isnt getting me any closer...i am just upset that they let me and me alone down...why???
i tried to post the lyrics, cant quite locate them right now...but another note-between the lines is the #1 rock song in the country...sad...sad...sad..
i am not saying that he should start doing drugs cos it seems he likes hardcore drugs, but he wasnt bad on mind altering ones like dica...
i know that the stp love affair in my head was in the 90's...and now it seems like i will never get them back... :(

monday...

i wanted to say good morning to monday, but apparently it was really easy to pass out after dropping off mai...that nap is really starting to bug me...i sleep anywhere from 12-645...is that not enough time? cos by the time i return home, i am super exhausted like i have been up for days on end...not even coffee or energy drinks help out when its that tired...its not like peanut isnt the best baby ever...he plays quietly and sleeps next to me...its a beautiful thing...he doesnt wake up at night, only for his allergies cos he doesnt like to be stuffy...(who does?)but in the morning, he wakes just about when i do, then i give him some milk, he either wants to watch cartoons quietly or just goes back to sleep...so when i get home, its soooo easy to sleep cos i focus too much on his breathing...
so how do i conquer this issue??? i need help cos i recall being this sleepy at jobs and stuff but was able to get my work done...could it be cos i am home, and have the easy access of a couch or bed??? that has to be it...i used to wake up at 540 to drive mai to a skool in another county cos we moved close to the end of the school year...so 40 minutes there and back...then got ready for work, and that was that...ugh and foo..
speaking of ugh and foo, tomorrow is the 4th to last episode of lost...i really want to go on about it, but i will leave that for tomorrow when i am weeping, or wednesday so i can weep horribly again...i have to say besides my so called life(which only had 19 episodes)this has been a show i have watched since the beginning...well not exactly, i caught the charlie episode early on and then found out k was into it too...so i had to watch the first few episodes to get caught up..but it was not many... so here i am years and years later with a show that only lasts half a year(if even that) for an hour(or two if they do the explaining episodes of the week before)and now it will be gone...you see??? now i started crying on monday..dangit...i sound like a trekkie...but i guess im cooler...wait! i am cooler, cos lost is sooo much more into reality than the space shows...uh oh, no its not...flashbacks,flashfowards, and flash sideways...
ok i am a bit of a dork, but i dont like about it...
have a happy monday and maybe listen to a happy mondays song..

Sunday, April 25, 2010

sunday morning

well slept til 8 when peanut woke me up, everyone else was asleep, so i took mr.bumble out of his playpen, and he slept next to me...
it was beautiful, although a bit snotty...lol..i am happy i just finished selling chuck's hardly used blackberry, and being it was free to begin with...we scored...
what else?? made some brefus for la familia..some eggs, bisquits, bacon, and saus.gravy...just so you know i didnt eat but a small plate...it was more for chuck and mai...its been forever since i have made a big brefus for them...now we are all lethargic..but i started yet another laundry load, and the clothes in the dryer(who have been laughing at me since yesterday)need to be taken out for the wet clothes...and i dont like things laughing at me...
im just glad the whole family is here, even sleep or what have you...so far beautfiful sunday...
did i mention mai's team beat another undefeated team yesterday...thats 5-0 for the twisters...yay!

Saturday, April 24, 2010

saturday nap time

well mai's team-the twisters-remain undefeated...yay them...after that i returned home to grab some food and head on over to sara's...i set up google chrome on her puter while mai watched the kiddies..
it was quite fun, but when i got home i felt like i was going to pass out...so i did...not immediately after though...first i made some brownie cookies...well not brownie cookies more like brownie with chocolate chip cookie on top...not good for diabetics...lol...well maybe not laugh but chuckle...
mai now has the yankees game on...she keeps talking to the screen...first time she has actually done that...but she knows she has no choice, the yankees have to be her choice, cos if not my dad would start haunting her in her dreams...now that is a lol...
im anal over the weather on the way...it is definately not as bad as what went over mississippi, and tennessee and such...but last night when i looked at the radar there was a huge blob of red...i was like g-reat..but thanks to our mountains all (it seems) is dissipating over the mountains...but still severe t-storms...and that means mai up my bum cos she is not a happy camper in storms...
reminds me of the time that there was a huge storm at great adventure and my mom gave me a pill...she said it was my seizure medicine...LIAR...seizure meds dont calm you down and make you feel ludey...so all i recall was a small white pill...do you think my mom gave me a zanie or valium or something? in this case(and many others)not like mother like daughter...
what else? oh i think i have someone who is going to buy chucks old blackberry...i think my old one i will sell in parts...cos the screen and case are slightly scratched, or if any of my friends use sprint=holla

happy saturday

well it is just about 9:10 in the morning...mai has to be at the field at 1030...not too thrilled about having a game that early cos i have to get my baggage ready...can i break down for you what i take??? ok i will even if you dont dig it...
*small cooler lunchbox with the jonas brothers on it...(cos you know i dig them)
*my crocheting which the blanket is quite larger and it doesnt quite fit in a normal sized bag..plus i need to do 2 rows a day...at least that is what my plan is..
*peanuts reg diaper bag which is as heavy as him
*his stroller...
thank goodness this place has bleachers cos at the other places you have to bring your own chairs..
my stomach is growling but i dont like brefus cos then i will feel sicker than the empty stomach...maybe just a pop tart...we'll see...
hope someone dug the jared leto blog, but alas i still have only one follower...but i know even if its just daily b.s. that someone besides k will find amusement in it...
if not, oh well, cos it happens to the best of us...
so now i feel so fresh and so clean clean...but its still to early...i know in terms of hour it isnt that bad but i dont dig it for saturday...
tonight we are supposed to get the big ol storms from tenn and it was full of tornados...now i didnt ever have a problem with tornado warnings or watching but since i saw the distruction in high point a few weeks back, i have a few butterflies...maybe that and taking my seizure meds on an empty stomach...fooey...
mai came down as soon as i woke up...i sent her back upstairs after her brefus...can you tell me where she is? on the other couch, but since peanut woke up then its ok i guess...but the cartoons have started already...i just wanted a few minutes to myself, but i guess mommies dont get that until 11 pm or so...
mai went to her dance last night and i was quite amused..mai was all dressed to the nines, and looked quite pretty..my date peanut was quite handsome himself..me? jeans and a shirt...(no, hel is not so much a tshirt chick anymore, well yeah i am but not the huge tshirts i used to wear...i actually get shit on the ladies side now, although guy shirts and jeans still rock, but i must upkeep now...fooey) so back to the dance...mais little crush or whatever followed her around everywhere like a puppy..it was cute..tehn he came up to me and asked me to meet his mom...i was like, oooookay...so i asked her if i am meeting my future in laws..she laughed and said i dunno but it sure feels like it...lol..as for the dj besides him overheating the amp before the dance ended, it was horrid...the electric slide, miley cyrus, britany spears, the only thing i found funny was the chicken dance, cos it reminded me of jason lee on earl... http://www.facebook.com/#!/video/video.php?v=16976011549&ref=mf i hope the link works...
anyhow, that is going to be about it...for right now...
late-hel

Friday, April 23, 2010

ode to jordan catalano aka jared leto.

so last night i was all emotional cos i was watching my so called life on hulu...amazing...i was moved like i was watching it for the first time again...oh,angela...
so this is where jared leto became a friend in my head...got even more props for being the blonde hair pretty boy in fight club...and lets ed norton beat him silly...nice..
now comes thirty seconds to mars...they have been out since i worked at tre and that was forever ago..really dug beautiful lie, and to be honest i only know 2 songs off the new album, but still grand...its not often that actors make it big in the music world...although we do have the bacon brothers...lol...
i actually forgot requiem which was amazing...i have just looked him up on imdb and wow, his list of accomplishments is long...
i dont know why i decided to write a blog about this cat...maybe its cos 30s2m was supposed to be in charlotte on sunday(i think) but jared knew i was not going, so he postponed it til nov, so i can get my hand on tix...
isnt he so nice to me?
http://www.imdb.com/name/nm0001467/