monday...

i wanted to say good morning to monday, but apparently it was really easy to pass out after dropping off mai...that nap is really starting to bug me...i sleep anywhere from 12-645...is that not enough time? cos by the time i return home, i am super exhausted like i have been up for days on end...not even coffee or energy drinks help out when its that tired...its not like peanut isnt the best baby ever...he plays quietly and sleeps next to me...its a beautiful thing...he doesnt wake up at night, only for his allergies cos he doesnt like to be stuffy...(who does?)but in the morning, he wakes just about when i do, then i give him some milk, he either wants to watch cartoons quietly or just goes back to sleep...so when i get home, its soooo easy to sleep cos i focus too much on his breathing...
so how do i conquer this issue??? i need help cos i recall being this sleepy at jobs and stuff but was able to get my work done...could it be cos i am home, and have the easy access of a couch or bed??? that has to be it...i used to wake up at 540 to drive mai to a skool in another county cos we moved close to the end of the school year...so 40 minutes there and back...then got ready for work, and that was that...ugh and foo..
speaking of ugh and foo, tomorrow is the 4th to last episode of lost...i really want to go on about it, but i will leave that for tomorrow when i am weeping, or wednesday so i can weep horribly again...i have to say besides my so called life(which only had 19 episodes)this has been a show i have watched since the beginning...well not exactly, i caught the charlie episode early on and then found out k was into it too...so i had to watch the first few episodes to get caught up..but it was not many... so here i am years and years later with a show that only lasts half a year(if even that) for an hour(or two if they do the explaining episodes of the week before)and now it will be gone...you see??? now i started crying on monday..dangit...i sound like a trekkie...but i guess im cooler...wait! i am cooler, cos lost is sooo much more into reality than the space shows...uh oh, no its not...flashbacks,flashfowards, and flash sideways...
ok i am a bit of a dork, but i dont like about it...
have a happy monday and maybe listen to a happy mondays song..